Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Goodbye

This is what i wanted all along
Yet i sat up all night crying.
Tears filled with mascara and spider webs.
Romeo, oh Romeo.
I didn't think it would end with you hurting
or thinking me so petty.
But the end result is what i was looking for.
That letter i wrote you was true
And with your intellect i am surprised that you did not catch on.
You are such a different person....a natural or whatever.
I never know what i want for a long period of time
and it's in my nature to run away.
I'm trying to fight that
but.....
You said that we will never be good together.
How could you see that just now?
We may have "clicked" once, but it hasn't been a match for a while now.
"Star-crossed" lovers for life
Never again to return to that place.
I apologise for the roundabout manner in which i conducted my feelings
But i am positive if i hadn't you woudn't have dropped this.
Understand i was not trying to banish you from my life.
But me from yours
You deserve to be happy
I was never a guarantee.
So you need to live a life free of me.
And now you can.
Thank you so much for the ("wrought-iron") wake-up calls that would slap me in the face so beautifully.
Thank you for bringing me back to life.
So in return, i need and needed to free you from me.
Forgive me for being so utterly ridiculous
But i needed to set you free.
Keep that CD
Learn how to steer a shopping cart
Live your life and suck every inch of beauty from it.
Remember when you are searching for a love,
that your words are more persuasive than any dime-a-dozen jock.
I will remember everything i stand for
and we will change the world the way we do.
One person and one thing at a time.

Farewell Romeo.
This clock will never seem so alive.

Sunday, August 2, 2009